a call and a hug

it is when random hug matters.

i was sad this afternoon. i prayed silently and called the name of the Lord for a few minutes. i decided to call my bestfriend paul. i have two bestfriends, chescka and paul. since paul is also a medical student, i opted to call him since he'll be able to understand and relate more to my rants and the cause of my sadness. i slightly felt like a loser because i only have paul and chescka to call when i am sad. and so i called paul. when he answered, i shot-gunned him and talked to him as if i was a gradeschool student bullied by an exam. haha. my tears can't help but fall. yay. after making sumbong, i dropped the call and he continued studying. this was outside the laboratory.

inside the room, my classmate marica suddenly went up to me. she was like, "Ate Marra, pa-hug." i was surprised but i gave her a very tight hug anyway. i asked her why did she suddenly needed my hug. she told me that she had no reason and that she just felt like it. she does not normally hug me, it was even the first time. but then, the hug made me feel a whole lot better. i thanked her for the unexpected hug. i told her that i needed the hug. ang galing nga naman. when i was all sad, suddenly, someone gave me an unintentional hug which made me feel better. simple as it is, it made me really better. she thanked me also, ang sarap daw ng hug ko or ang sarap ko daw ihug.

i really can't remember what happened first (calling paul or hugging marica). that's how lutang i was.

i got home. i ate pesto which i (usually) normally enjoy but this time i didn't. i drank milk tea which too, i (usually) normally enjoy but this time i didn't. because of the call and the hug, i felt a little better. i thought that the pesto and milk tea would do their share to make me feel good, pero ang fail lang!. haha.

i just slept after. probably sleep was what i really needed.
i woke up after 2 hours and now, need to get back to reading guyton again.

break ends here.