ang blog

just when a (new) friend Jaja told me to start blogging again and I told her ayaw ko kasi nakakaumay(pagkain? HAHA) ang blog ko kasi puro rants and parang diary entries, I started blogging na. HAHA. how ironic.

my first blog post of the year was last january 4 which was made june 26, 2010 pa but was not posted. and from then, i started typing again. parang therapy sa kalungkutan. parang reliever sa stress. parang absorber sa schock. parang tagapakinig sa kasiyahan.

and i read my old posts. natuwa ako, nalungkot ako. kung anu-ano na pala ang nangyari. i read my multiply posts nung college, sayang wala na yung friendster ko. i had more posts there.

i used to write in notebooks when i was younger, but now, typing is more convenient. HAHA. and if ever the time comes that blogspot and multiply will have to delete old blogs, hindi ako malulungkot. it will be just like letting go of an old memory.

admittedly, i am a person of the past. lahat naaalala ko. events, people, dates. kaya i am having a hard time moving forward.

pero nang nakilala ko na si Lord, He reminded me of letting go of whatever it is from the past and not doubting whatever it will be in the future. continuous process pa rin ito for me, everyday battle. minsan, ayaw ko na lang mag-isip. kung pwede lang hindi gamitin ang isip. HAHA.

this post is all jumbled up. not making any sense. ok lang, this is a rant page anyway.

blogs are to be filled of whatever things the owner wants.

kung walang mapagsabihan, kung walang pader na masigawan, kung walang ice cream na mabili, kung walang unan na mayakap, kung walang sulok na maiyakan, kung walang lugar na matalunan, kung walang lalagyang mapagsidlan, try mo magblog. HAHA.