whatever

When I am here in the place that's super close to you, I feel farther. I wanted this, I wanted to go here, but now that I am here, I never thought that it will be ok not seeing you here.

SERENDIPITY.
According to an online dictionary
**The faculty of making fortunate discoveries by accident.
**The fact or occurrence of such discoveries.
**An instance of making such a discovery.

DESTINY
According to an online dictionary
**The inevitable or necessary fate to which a particular person or thing is destined; one's lot.
**A predetermined course of events considered as something beyond human power or control
**The power or agency thought to predetermine events.


Whatever it or this may be. I am learning not to hope for it anymore.

This childish act
This simple thinking that I have
This fairytale that I am writing
I am ending it all now. =]


Thanks.
Love and Peace.
Marra